Welcome Home to Me!

So...I'm home for the weekend! Yay!! It's so good to be home. I'm at this moment lying in my bed writing this post! I can't help myself! Today has been kind of crazy. I've had this trip planned since before I moved, so today when my uncle called saying that the weather was bad and that I shouldn't drive in it, I was devastated. Literally crying. I still had to work until 3 so he told me to call him when I got off and he'd check the roads again for me. I said the biggest prayer hoping that I would be able to make the drive... PRAYER ANSWERED! There was snow and slush part of the way, but mostly blue skies and sunshine! Home. I love home. I appreciate it so much more than I ever have in my life. I also appreciate my second home. Provo. I love it. Everything fell into place so fast that I could not be any happier...well, I mean, if a man entered my life, that would have the potential to make me happier...but, let's not dwell on that ;) Coming home also brings back the past. But not in a bad way. Things were hard for a long time, and I didn't really understand what I wanted. I still don't to be honest. Part of me wants to settle everything. There is so much unfinished business in my life. I wonder if it is supposed to be that way, or if I should make an effort. I'm afraid to ask and see what my answer will be. I try not to dwell on the past. There is so much in my present and future now that I can actually see, that I just want to live life at its fullest, and I'm slowly learning to do that. Azzie's wedding is approaching quickly. One month from today actually! I'm so excited for her, and have had such a great time with all of it. I feel so honored to be her MOH. We become such close friends so fast that I can't even remember a time when our friendship was awkward. I am so excited to spend some time with my family! The move was easier than I'd anticipated, but leaving my mom, dad, dog, and sisters was so hard. I don't know how I'm going to leave Monday morning. Probably through tears. Anyway, I just have so much to be grateful for that I never know where to begin. There is so much to figure out about life, but I fell like I am finally on a path to the solutions. Here's to a great weekend!